Loss of sanity in 3...2...1....

AGHH AGH AGH AGH AGH RAWR GRRR BLEHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehe writing angry poems worked in 5th grade maybe I should try again...also I want to get a stick of dynamite and blow up my old phone so I don't have to look at it any more... I HAVE to feel good on December 12th or I will lose all sanity (well what small portion of it that remains)...oh gosh here I go getting all excited for nothing. I should just get over myself and realize it's pointless to even try. T-T