I really miss having a social life. I miss hanging out with people, talking about the latest school drama or viral video. I miss that obnoxious squeeze hug you sometimes get from an over-enthusiastic friend that may or may not have guzzled down an entire Monster before heading to school. I miss the stupid inside jokes, the people who have your back....just people. I miss people. But I'm too shy to make new friends, and I'm always afraid that I'm bothering someone if I text them too much, so I wait. I haven't talked to any of my friends who don't have a Facebook since 8th grade. I can't stand this confinement, yet I know it's what's best for me right now. I simply can't live with a normal schedule, because I am not a normal person. I can't be relied on like most people can be. I'm spontaneous, hit-and-miss, maybe even a little lazy. I'm looking forward to a fresh start when I go to my homeschool/private school hybrid next year. I sure hope I find some people to click with there, and that they aren't all stuck up and fake. There I go again, sterotyping private schoolers.
Anywho, I am actually making leaps and bounds in my social skills online, at least. I like the randomness on the internet, and the way you can interact with someone so very far away. The only bad part is really the creepers, and trust me, there are quite a few. You just gotta know when to hold back. I've got a back-up persona, in case there's a creeper out and about. I'm pretty good at spotting a liar, because I over-analyze everything. And of course the fact that I am a ninja at making sure somebody's bio checks out alright, using muhh skillz. I even felt so inspired to draw this loverly image of a conversation I had on Omgpop.com last night. Do not ask me what is happening in the photo, it would only disturb/confuse you. It was my first attempt at drawing something chibi-like. I'd give it 3 stars.

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